A Flicker in the Fog

By Jamie F. Bell • Supernatural/Urban Fantasy BL
Adrian grapples with inexplicable supernatural occurrences, finding an unexpected, unsettling comfort in Caleb's quiet, watchful presence as autumn's chill deepens.

The house breathed. Adrian knew it did. Not with lungs, obviously, but with a slow, settling sigh of old wood and shifting plaster, a cadence that used to be comforting. Now, it just felt… observant. His mug, half-filled with lukewarm herbal tea, rattled against the saucer on the coffee table. He hadn’t touched it in a good ten minutes, fixated instead on the smear of dust clinging to the antique mirror above the mantelpiece. Not just dust. A distinct, almost deliberate finger-swipe, as if someone had written a silent message, only to smudge it out before he could read. He knew he’d cleaned it yesterday. He was sure.

A shiver ran down his spine, prickling the hairs on his arms even though the old wool sweater he wore was thick. It wasn’t cold, not really, but there was a chill, always just behind the warmth of the roaring fire. A cold that seemed to come from *inside* the walls, not outside where the November fog pressed against the windows, blurring the world into shades of grey and muted amber. He squeezed his eyes shut for a second, then opened them, half-expecting the smudge to be gone, or for something else to have moved. Nothing. Just the faint smell of damp hearth stones and old paper. He hated how jumpy he’d become.

He’d tried to rationalize it all. Drafts. Settling foundations. The strange way old houses spoke their histories. But the keys to his car, last seen on the hook by the door, turning up on his pillow this morning? That wasn't a draft. The music box, tucked away in the attic for years, suddenly playing a tinny, discordant tune in the dead of night? Not the foundation. His heart hammered a frantic rhythm against his ribs, a frantic bird trapped in a cage. He pressed a hand to his chest, trying to calm it. He was twenty-two, not seven, and he was losing his mind.

Then the doorbell rang, a sharp, almost jarring chime that cut through the oppressive quiet. Adrian jumped, the mug rattling again. For a ridiculous, irrational moment, he thought, *they* know. *They* know he’s alone. But then the thought shifted, just as quickly, to Caleb. Caleb, who had a way of showing up precisely when Adrian felt like he was spiraling, without Adrian ever having to say a word. It was unnerving, almost as much as the house’s antics.

He paused, taking a shaky breath, then ran a hand through his already disheveled dark hair. He walked to the door, his movements stiff, almost hesitant, like a marionette with tangled strings. The porch light, a dim, sickly yellow, cast long, distorted shadows of the skeletal maple branches across the entryway. He pulled the door open, the old wood groaning softly, and there he was. Caleb. Solid. Unflappable. A grounded anchor in Adrian’s suddenly tumultuous world.

Caleb stood framed in the doorway, his silhouette softened by the thick fog swirling behind him. He wore a heavy, dark green jacket, the collar turned up against the chill, and his dark eyes, usually so steady and watchful, seemed to absorb the mist without a flicker. A stray leaf, damp and crimson, was caught in the slight curl of his dark hair near his temple. He didn't smile immediately, just studied Adrian with an intense, quiet gaze that made Adrian’s breath catch, a strange, electric current running through his veins. It was always like this with Caleb. A pull, a sense of inevitability.

“Hey,” Caleb said, his voice low, a deep rumble that vibrated faintly in Adrian’s chest. It was a simple greeting, but in the context of Adrian’s frayed nerves, it felt like an invocation. “Door was unlocked. Figured you might be… forgetting things again.” He didn’t mention the smudge on the mirror, didn’t mention the keys, but Adrian knew he knew. Caleb always knew. It was one of the things that both comforted and terrified him.

Adrian swallowed, feeling a blush creep up his neck, despite the cold. “Yeah, right. Just… lost in thought.” A weak excuse, and they both knew it. He stepped back, gesturing vaguely with a hand that trembled almost imperceptibly. “Come in. It’s… really coming down out there.” He meant the fog, the chill, the creeping sense of isolation, but the words felt clumsy, inadequate. Caleb stepped inside, bringing with him the scent of damp earth and something clean, like fresh-cut timber, a stark contrast to the house’s musty interior. He took off his jacket, draping it over the back of an antique chair with an easy, fluid motion, his shoulders broad and powerful even under the thick knit of his sweater.

Adrian’s gaze snagged on the way Caleb’s movements seemed to fill the space, taking up residence, making the room feel smaller, yet also, inexplicably, safer. He ran a hand over his own clammy forehead. “Tea?” he offered, his voice a little too high. “It’s… probably cold by now.”

Caleb looked at the untouched mug on the table, then back at Adrian, a slight, almost imperceptible tilt of his head. “I’m good. You look like you could use something stronger, though.” His eyes, dark and knowing, seemed to peel back Adrian’s carefully constructed façade of nonchalance, revealing the raw anxiety underneath. Adrian felt exposed, a nerve ending stripped bare.

“Stronger… what, like espresso?” Adrian tried for a joke, but it fell flat, a dull thud in the heavy air. He felt his cheeks flush again, the heat intense and unwelcome. He hated how easily Caleb could disarm him, how a single look could unravel his composure. He hated how much he craved that steady gaze, even when it made him feel utterly transparent.

Caleb walked towards the fireplace, his steps quiet on the worn Persian rug. He didn’t reach out, didn’t touch, but the air around him seemed to crackle with a suppressed energy, a focused intention. He knelt, poking at a dying ember with a small iron poker, stirring it back to life with deliberate, measured movements. Flames licked at a fresh log, casting dancing shadows on the walls, momentarily chasing away the oppressive grey. Adrian found himself watching the flex of Caleb's forearms, the way the firelight caught the faint scars on his knuckles. He looked… capable. Utterly, undeniably capable.

“No,” Caleb said finally, without looking up, his voice a low murmur against the crackle of the fire. “Something to ground you. Something real.” He pushed a log further into the grate, and a shower of sparks flew up the chimney. He remained kneeling, still, in the warmth, then slowly turned his head to look at Adrian. “You’ve been seeing things again, haven’t you?”

Adrian flinched, a small, involuntary movement. He gripped the edge of the armrest on his antique armchair. “It’s not… seeing things. It’s… stuff. Moving. Sounds. And the cold… it’s a specific kind of cold, you know? Like… like it’s trying to burrow *into* you.” He felt breathless, spilling the words out in a rush, relieved to finally articulate the disjointed horrors that had been plaguing him. But also terrified. What if Caleb thought he was crazy?

Caleb finally stood, dusting off his hands, his gaze never leaving Adrian’s face. He walked slowly, deliberately, towards him, and Adrian felt a strange mix of dread and anticipation. Every step Caleb took seemed to narrow the world, drawing Adrian into a singular, intense focus. He stopped a foot or so away, close enough that Adrian could feel the residual warmth emanating from him, the subtle shift in air current when he moved. Close enough to smell the faint scent of woodsmoke clinging to his sweater, mixed with that clean, earthy undertone.

“The mirror,” Caleb said, his voice softer now, almost a whisper. “The keys. The music box.” He listed them, not as accusations, but as facts, as if he’d been there, witnessing every unsettling occurrence. Adrian’s eyes widened, a frantic flutter. He hadn’t told Caleb about the music box. He hadn’t told *anyone*.

“How… how did you know about the music box?” Adrian finally managed, the words barely a rasp. His heart was a frantic drum, beating against the walls of his chest, making his vision swim at the edges. A cold sweat broke out on his forehead, despite the warmth of the fire. He wanted to pull away, to shrink into himself, but Caleb’s eyes held him, an unbreakable tether.

Caleb reached out then, slowly, deliberately, his hand moving with a quiet grace that belied its strength. He didn’t touch Adrian, not fully, but his thumb brushed lightly, almost accidentally, against the back of Adrian’s hand where it gripped the armchair. The contact was electric, a jolt that went straight through Adrian, making him gasp, a small, involuntary sound. It wasn’t a comforting touch, not exactly. It was more like a spark, a sudden ignition of something volatile, something that had been dormant. Adrian’s breath hitched, and he stared, wide-eyed, at the point of contact, at Caleb’s long, strong fingers, so close to his own.

“I just… know things,” Caleb murmured, his gaze still fixed on Adrian’s face, tracing the delicate curve of his jaw, the faint flush on his cheeks. His thumb lingered, an almost imperceptible pressure, then pulled back, leaving Adrian’s skin tingling, hypersensitive. “This house, Adrian. It’s… old. And it’s seen a lot. Not just plaster and wood, but… feelings. Echoes.”

Adrian shook his head, a slight, almost desperate motion. “Echoes of what? What’s going on, Caleb? I’m scared. I think… I think something’s really wrong.” His voice cracked on the last word, betraying the carefully constructed emotional wall he usually maintained. He felt the sting behind his eyes, a desperate urge to lean into that quiet strength Caleb exuded, to let himself be held, despite the terrifying strangeness of it all.

Caleb’s expression softened, the hard lines around his mouth easing, though the intensity in his eyes remained. He raised his hand again, this time reaching for Adrian’s face, his fingers gently brushing away a stray lock of dark hair that had fallen across Adrian’s brow. The touch was feather-light, yet it felt like a brand, setting Adrian’s skin alight. Adrian leaned into it without thinking, a small, almost imperceptible tilt of his head. He felt a profound sense of relief, a loosening of the tight knot in his chest, mixed with the electric pulse of something else, something dangerous and exhilarating.

“It’s okay to be scared,” Caleb said, his thumb brushing slowly, gently, over Adrian’s temple. “But you’re not alone. Not with this. Not ever.” His gaze dropped to Adrian’s lips, a silent, heavy question hanging in the air between them, thick and palpable as the autumn fog outside. Adrian’s throat tightened. He could feel Caleb’s breath on his face, warm and steady. The world outside, the rattling house, the unsettling presence within it – all of it faded, dissolving into an indistinct hum. There was only Caleb, his unwavering gaze, and the intoxicating heat of his touch.

Adrian swallowed, his gaze still trapped by Caleb’s. He wanted to ask more questions, wanted to demand explanations for the impossible things happening around him, but the words were stuck, choked by a sudden, overwhelming wave of emotion. Grief, fear, a confusing surge of desperate attraction. He felt like he was drowning, not in sorrow, but in a potent, overwhelming current he couldn’t fight. He could only let himself be pulled.

Caleb seemed to understand, a quiet knowing in his eyes. He didn’t push, didn’t demand. Instead, his hand slowly lowered from Adrian’s face, but only to curl gently around the back of Adrian’s neck, his thumb resting just beneath Adrian’s earlobe. The touch was firm now, possessive, a silent claim. Adrian shivered, but it wasn't from cold. It was from the absolute certainty that in this moment, held by Caleb's hand, he was both utterly vulnerable and impossibly safe.

The house groaned then, a long, drawn-out sound like old bones cracking. A small, antique porcelain doll, perched precariously on a bookshelf, wobbled then toppled, landing with a soft thud on the carpet. Adrian startled, pulling slightly back, his eyes darting towards the doll. It lay face down, a small ceramic chip visible on its painted cheek. It was a clear, undeniable sign, a physical manifestation of the unsettling presence. His breath hitched, and a fresh wave of fear, cold and sharp, washed over him.

Caleb didn't flinch, didn't even look at the doll. His gaze remained locked on Adrian, his grip firm on Adrian’s neck. He simply tightened his hold, a silent reassurance, pulling Adrian a fraction of an inch closer. “It’s reacting,” Caleb murmured, his voice a low rumble against Adrian’s ear. “To you. To us.” The words were a revelation, a terrifying, exhilarating possibility. The house, the entity within it, wasn’t just observing; it was responding. And their connection, whatever it was, was amplifying it. Adrian felt a dizzying mix of fear and an almost reckless curiosity. This wasn’t just about strange noises anymore. This was personal.

He looked back at Caleb, truly looked, past the steady strength and the quiet confidence, into the depth of those dark eyes. He saw something ancient there, something that spoke of old secrets and long watches, but also a fierce, unwavering protectiveness. Caleb wasn’t just present; he was actively, deliberately standing between Adrian and whatever force was trying to make itself known. And in that moment, Adrian realized that the connection between them, this undeniable, terrifying pull, was the only thing that felt truly real in the swirling, shifting chaos of his life. It was a fragile hope, like a single candle flame in a vast, dark room, but it was there, shimmering.

The fog outside thickened, pressing against the window panes like a ghostly blanket, muffling the distant sounds of the town. Inside, the fire crackled, a small, defiant warmth. Caleb’s thumb moved, a slow, comforting caress on Adrian’s neck, a silent promise. Adrian leaned into the touch, closing his eyes for a moment, letting the unsettling quiet of the house, and the even more unsettling revelations, wash over him. He opened his eyes again, meeting Caleb’s unwavering gaze, and for the first time in weeks, the fear wasn’t quite so absolute. It was tempered by something else, something warm and undeniably human, a nascent hope blossoming in the shadowed corners of his heart. The house might be breathing, but so was he, and Caleb was breathing with him, a steady, resonant rhythm.

He didn’t know what came next. Didn’t know how to stop the house, or whatever was in it, from making his life a waking nightmare. But looking at Caleb, feeling the grounding pressure of his hand, Adrian felt a strange, quiet certainty settle over him. Whatever it was, they wouldn’t face it alone. The very thought, raw and fragile, was enough to make his chest ache with a sensation that was close to heartbreak, yet simultaneously, undeniably, a profound sense of hope.