You're Still Here

• Sci-Fi BL
In the cold, controlled environment of a nuclear research facility, two engineers, Minseok and Jisoo, find their unspoken connection unwittingly documented by an oblivious AI assistant as they race against a developing crisis.

The emergency lights pulsed a sickly amber, washing over the control room in stuttering waves. Not the full red blare, not yet, but enough to make the air itself feel charged, a low thrum against my molars. Unit 07, Reactor Core Stability, dropped to 87.3%. Not critical, not *yet*. But the descent was too sharp, too fast. My fingers flew across the holographic interface, calling up diagnostics. My breath caught in my throat, a familiar tension knotting in my gut, because the numbers weren’t adding up.

"System, run full spectroscopic analysis on Reactor 07, interior chamber thermal regulation," I barked, my voice flat, betraying none of the cold dread starting to spread through my veins. The AI’s cool, synthesized voice responded instantly, no emotion, no inflection. "Acknowledged, Minseok. Initiating protocol. Estimated completion: one minute, forty-five seconds." The timer glowed green on the main display, ticking down relentlessly.

Another alert pinged, softer this time, a minor anomaly. It was a proximity alarm in Sector Gamma, near the primary coolant lines. Irrelevant. It had to be. My focus was on Reactor 07, on the flickering indicators that hinted at something deeper, something beyond the usual fluctuations. The facility, deep underground, was usually a fortress of calm, a hum of controlled power. This felt… off. Like a tremor before a quake.

My comms buzzed, a familiar three-tap sequence. Jisoo. He was supposed to be running routine checks in Sector Gamma. "Minseok hyung? I'm getting a proximity alert here, thought it was a false positive, but the sensor data…" His voice was higher than usual, a subtle tremor underlying the professional tone. He always had this way of sounding like he was apologizing for existing, even when he was just doing his job. It used to annoy me, that tentative edge. Now, it just made my shoulders pull a little tighter, a strange protectiveness I hadn’t asked for.

"Forget it, Jisoo. Core instability. Reactor 07. Get to the auxiliary control room, I need eyes on the thermal regulators from the secondary feed. Double check the pressure valves, manual override standby." The orders tumbled out, concise, practiced. I didn't wait for his acknowledgement, knowing he'd already be moving. He always moved. Always fast, always efficient, a contrast to his hesitant voice. I admired that, even if I never said it. Never could say it, really. Not without it sounding… weird.

The minute and forty-five seconds stretched into an eternity. The hum of the facility, usually a comforting backdrop, now felt like a buzzing threat. Each amber flash of the emergency lights seemed to accentuate the shadows, making the room feel smaller, more claustrophobic. I ran my hand through my hair, a nervous habit, feeling the slight stickiness of sweat on my forehead. Autumn outside, I remembered vaguely, somewhere far above ground, leaves turning colors. Here, it was perpetual, controlled twilight.

The System’s voice cut through the silence. "Spectroscopic analysis complete. Data anomaly detected. Elevated neutron flux, origin indeterminate. Thermal signature fluctuations on Regulator Array B, consistent with…" It paused, a micro-second of silence that felt like a lifetime. "…anomalous energy discharge." My stomach bottomed out. Anomalous energy discharge. That wasn't in any protocol.

"Trace the discharge. Pinpoint origin," I commanded, trying to keep my voice steady, professional. But my pulse was hammering against my temples. This was bad. Not just a glitch, not a maintenance issue. This was something new, something dangerous. "System, run a full facility scan. Prioritize Reactor 07 and connected systems. I need real-time data on every single anomaly, no matter how minor. Log everything. Every input. Every output. Every spoken word." Let the machine do its job, sift through the noise. It was what it was built for. But even as I said it, I knew the real work, the real understanding, would be on us. On Jisoo and me.

"Acknowledged. Full facility scan initiated. All data, input, and output now being logged. Priority set." The main display shifted, a cascade of glowing schematics, flow charts, and data streams. My eyes raced across them, trying to find a pattern, a hint, anything. I could feel the pressure building, the hum in the air growing more insistent. I could hear the faint echo of Jisoo's boots on the metal grating in the adjacent sector, running.

A moment later, his face appeared on one of my secondary monitors, a live feed from Auxiliary 2. His uniform was slightly rumpled, a few strands of dark hair falling over his brow. He was breathing heavily, a bead of sweat tracing a path down his temple, reflecting the amber emergency light. His eyes, usually so soft, were wide with a fierce concentration. "Minseok hyung, pressure valves are holding, for now. But… the readings on the secondary feed? They're spiking erratically. It's almost like a feedback loop." He gestured, his hand hovering over his own console, a slight tremor in his fingers. I watched his movements, the frantic energy, the way he chewed on his lower lip. He was worried, genuinely scared. And somehow, seeing that, seeing his raw honesty in the face of the unknown, steadied me a little.

"Feedback loop from what?" I pressed, leaning closer to my screen, ignoring the phantom ache in my shoulder. "The System reported indeterminate neutron flux. It's not a regulation issue, Jisoo. It's… something else." We were talking over each other, a rapid fire exchange of technical jargon that would sound like gibberish to anyone else. But to us, it was the language of impending disaster. And also, perhaps, the language of a strangely burgeoning intimacy.

"Okay, okay, let's break it down," Jisoo said, pushing a hand through his hair, leaving it even more dishevelled. He was trying to think, trying to compartmentalize the fear. I could see it. It was a familiar coping mechanism, one I relied on heavily myself. "Neutron flux, indeterminate origin. Regulator Array B fluctuations. Could it be… a micro-fracture?" He looked at me through the screen, his eyes searching mine, seeking confirmation, or maybe just a shared understanding of the sheer impossibility of it.

A micro-fracture in the core containment? The very idea was absurd. Our facility was built to withstand an asteroid impact, a continental shift. A micro-fracture meant a catastrophic failure waiting to happen. "System, compare current thermal signatures against structural integrity baseline," I ordered, my voice tight. "Cross-reference with seismic data from the last six months. And run a full diagnostics on the primary coolant pumps. All of them."

While the System processed, a new set of data flickered across my screen, small, almost insignificant entries from the constant log. They were System Anomalies, not related to the core, but to us. "Log Entry 09:37:03: Human Subject Minseok – heart rate elevated to 88 BPM. Log Entry 09:37:05: Human Subject Jisoo – increased speech rate, elevated skin temperature detected. Log Entry 09:37:10: COMMUNAL BREAK AREA – USAGE DURATION EXTENDED: +15.3% (previous average)." The System was just doing its job, logging everything. And in its cold, impartial data, I could see the ghost of our past interactions, the unconscious dance we'd been doing for months.

"Minseok hyung? Are you seeing this?" Jisoo's voice yanked me back to the present. On his screen, projected onto mine, was a waveform, spiky and violent. "The fluctuations are periodic. Not random. It's almost… rhythmic." Rhythmic. That was a terrifying word in a nuclear facility. It implied intent, or at least, a self-sustaining feedback loop that was escalating.

"Is it oscillating?" I asked, my voice barely a whisper. Oscillating meant a cascade failure was imminent. The entire core, destabilized. He nodded, his eyes wide. "Yeah. And the frequency is… increasing." The amber light pulses seemed to sync with my own pounding heart. This wasn't just a mysterious event; it was a race against a clock we hadn't set.

"System, initiate emergency shutdown sequence for Reactor 07," I commanded, my hand already hovering over the big red button, the one we trained on, the one you hoped you’d never have to touch. "Level 3 containment breach protocols. All personnel to emergency bunkers. Jisoo, get out of Sector Gamma. Now. That neutron flux… if it's indeterminate, it's not safe. I need you to…"

"No," Jisoo interrupted, the word sharp, uncharacteristically firm. "I'm not leaving. Not until we figure this out. I have the best vantage point for the pressure valves. If Array B goes, I can try a manual override. It's faster from here." His jaw was set, a stubborn line I hadn't seen before. The tentative edge was gone, replaced by something fierce. My gaze lingered on his face, the determination etched there, the subtle sheen of sweat. He wasn't just 'the affected' in this moment. He was a force.

"Jisoo, that's an order," I said, my voice rougher than I intended. The System chimed in, its bland tone cutting through our human tension. "Log Entry 09:41:12: Human Subject Minseok – elevated voice amplitude detected. Log Entry 09:41:14: Human Subject Jisoo – non-compliance with directive. Biometric scan: Subject Jisoo – stress indicators elevated, however, cognitive function optimal." Even the AI knew he was defying me, knew he was *okay* defying me.

I looked at him, really looked. The fear was still there, a flicker in his eyes, but it was overshadowed by a resolve that felt like a punch to the gut. He wasn't running. He was staying. For me. For the reactor. For whatever abstract sense of duty had locked itself onto him. And an unfamiliar warmth spread through my chest, despite the cold terror gripping the rest of me. He was… magnificent. This stupid, easily flustered junior engineer was standing his ground, and I was… drawn to it.

"Fine," I conceded, the word a strained exhale. "But if I tell you to evac, you run. Understood?" He nodded, a quick, sharp movement. A ghost of a smile, grim and determined, touched his lips. "Understood." The tension between us, though born of crisis, was electric, a strange current that had nothing to do with the failing reactor.

The System delivered its next report. "Structural integrity baseline, cross-reference complete. No micro-fractures detected. Seismic data stable. Primary coolant pumps operating at 99.8% efficiency. Anomaly origin remains indeterminate. Neutron flux still increasing." My head spun. No micro-fractures, stable seismic, pumps fine. It wasn't equipment failure. It was… what? Something else entirely.

"Then it's an external factor," I muttered, more to myself than to Jisoo. "Or… an internal one we haven't accounted for." I brought up a detailed schematic of the core chamber, zooming in on Regulator Array B. "Jisoo, scan for any foreign particles, any… anything. Even dust. Use the high-res opticals." The amber light continued to pulse, relentless, painting our faces in its uneasy glow.

"Foreign particles… Minseok hyung, what are you thinking?" he asked, his brow furrowed in concentration, his fingers already dancing over his console. His efficiency was breathtaking. He didn't question, he acted. He trusted my instincts. And that trust, undeserved as it felt in the face of this unknown, warmed me again, a subtle comfort in the chaos.

"I don't know what I'm thinking," I admitted, the raw honesty surprising even myself. "But if it's not structural, and it's not mechanical… then something is *causing* this. Something that shouldn't be there." I was grasping at straws, trying to find a logical explanation for an illogical event. This was the kind of scenario that kept us awake at night, the truly unprecedented.

"System, what were the environmental readings in Reactor 07 an hour ago? Before the drop?" I asked, my voice hoarse. "Humidity? Temperature variations? Atmospheric composition?" Maybe there was a subtle shift, something that predisposed it to this current cascade. The System processed, its mechanical whirring the only other sound in my control room, a steady contrast to the frantic beat of my own heart.

"Log Entry 09:44:01: ENVIRONMENTAL SCAN – REACTOR 07: Humidity 32.1%. Temperature 28.3°C. Atmospheric Composition: Normal parameters. No anomalies detected." It was a dead end. Every data point I pushed for, the System delivered, calm and precise, yet offered no answers. The machine was a mirror, reflecting our lack of understanding back at us. And still, the core stability dropped, slowly, inexorably, towards the danger zone.

I looked at Jisoo on the monitor. He was meticulously scanning, his face close to his screen, the light reflecting in his eyes. He paused, squinting. "Minseok hyung… I'm getting a faint signature. Metallic. And… organic? It's really, really small. Almost below detection threshold." Organic. Inside a reactor core. That was impossible. Everything was sterile, controlled. Our protocols were ironclad.

"Organic? What kind of organic?" My mind raced, trying to conjure a scenario. A biological contaminant? A growth? But the conditions inside a reactor core were lethal. Nothing could survive. And metallic? It contradicted itself. Unless… "System, what are the last known entries for Reactor 07 maintenance, specifically regarding internal inspections?" Maybe a tool was left behind. A dropped screw. But organic?

"Last internal inspection for Reactor 07: three months, two days, fourteen hours, twelve minutes prior. No anomalies reported. No foreign objects detected." The System’s efficiency was a torment. It only confirmed our despair. "Log Entry 09:45:30: Human Subject Minseok – pupil dilation 15%, respiration rate 22 breaths per minute. Log Entry 09:45:35: Human Subject Jisoo – involuntary hand tremor detected, finger tapping frequency 1.8 Hz." Even as we struggled, the AI continued its dispassionate recording, capturing every micro-expression of our shared anxiety.

"Run an energy signature analysis on the metallic-organic trace, Jisoo. See if it matches any known elements, or biological compounds. And check for… unusual radiation decay patterns around it." My brain was a whirlwind of half-formed theories, each more outlandish than the last. An unidentifiable metallic-organic compound, inside a reactor core, generating anomalous neutron flux. It sounded like something out of a bad sci-fi movie. But here we were, living it.

Jisoo hummed, a low sound of concentration. His head tilted slightly. "Got something. The metallic signature is… unusual. High-density alloy, never seen it before. But the organic… it's decaying rapidly. Releasing… trace amounts of a specific enzyme. I'm cross-referencing now." He paused, a longer silence this time, his fingers still for once. "Minseok hyung. It's an enzyme found in some deep-sea bioluminescent organisms. But it’s decaying at an accelerated rate, almost as if… it's being burned away by extreme heat and radiation."

Bioluminescent. Deep-sea. Organic. It clicked into place, a horrifying realization that left me cold. A new type of experimental probe. One from the advanced research division, Project Chimera. They'd been developing ultra-resilient deep-sea probes, capable of enduring extreme pressures and temperatures, some with bio-luminescent tracking systems, to explore new hydrothermal vents. They were supposed to be inert, self-contained, and *never* interact with high-radiation environments. They were certainly never supposed to be *inside* our reactor core.

"Project Chimera," I breathed, the words tasting like ash. Jisoo's eyes widened. "The deep-sea probes? But… how? They're nowhere near…" He trailed off, the implications hitting him like a physical blow. Someone had deliberately, or accidentally, introduced one of those probes into our reactor. And it was now breaking down, releasing its organic compounds, and somehow disrupting the neutron flux. The 'action-packed' tone I expected was here, but it was purely intellectual, a furious battle against the impossible.

"System, trace all internal transport logs for the last 24 hours," I snapped, my voice regaining its steel. "Specifically, any movement from Research Sector 4 to Reactor Control. And check for unscheduled access to the Reactor 07 maintenance shafts." This was no longer just an anomaly. This was sabotage. Or a colossal fuck-up.

"Log Entry 09:48:15: ACCESS LOG – MAINTENANCE SHAFT 07: Unscheduled entry detected. Authorized personnel: Subject JAE-HYUN, Research Sector 4. Time: 02:17:00. Duration: 1 minute, 3 seconds." The System delivered the name with its usual impartiality. Jae-hyun. A junior researcher from Chimera. He must have done it. What he was doing there, I couldn't imagine. But a one-minute entry? It meant he’d dropped something. Something small enough to slip through the grate. A probe.

"Jae-hyun…" Jisoo muttered, his face a mixture of shock and disbelief. "Why would he…?" His voice trailed off, lost in the hum of the alarms, now a dull ache in my ears. The amber flashes seemed to mock us, illuminating our shared horror. This was bigger than a system error. This was a human error, with catastrophic potential.

"Doesn't matter why, right now," I cut him off, my mind already five steps ahead. "We need to get that thing out. Jisoo, can you recalibrate the manipulators in Sector Gamma? Remote access. I need to guide them into the core, retrieve the probe. It's going to be delicate. One wrong move and we…" I didn't finish the sentence. We both knew. A full meltdown. Not just for Reactor 07, but potentially for the entire facility.

"Recalibrating now," he said, his fingers flying over his console, a furious ballet of keystrokes. I watched his movements, the speed, the precision. He was good. Better than good. He was exceptional, especially under pressure. My gaze lingered on the way his brow furrowed in concentration, the light catching the fine hairs on his arm as he moved. It was unprofessional, this focus, but I couldn't help it. He was a bright, vital point in the deepening gloom. And I needed him.

The System added another entry. "Log Entry 09:50:02: Human Subject Minseok – sustained visual focus on Subject Jisoo, duration 7.8 seconds. Biometric data suggests elevated neurological activity inconsistent with task focus." The AI, oblivious to human attraction, just logged the anomaly in my attention. My face felt warm, a flush rising despite the cold sweat. It had seen. Or rather, logged. And Jisoo, thankfully, hadn't looked at the feed.

"Okay, Minseok hyung, manipulators are online. Ready for your command," Jisoo said, his voice strained but clear. He had done it. Quickly, perfectly. The fine motor controls for the manipulators, usually reserved for delicate material handling, would be pushed to their absolute limits here. It was like performing microsurgery through a wall of lead.

"Good," I replied, switching my main display to the manipulator feed. The image was grainy, distorted by the radiation, but clear enough. I could see the glowing, dying organic compound, attached to a tiny metallic cylinder, lodged near a coolant intake valve within the reactor core. It pulsed faintly, a sickly, unnatural light. Bioluminescence, indeed.

"I'm going to guide them in. You need to monitor the neutron flux, real-time. If it spikes above… 92%, you hit the manual override on the coolant flow in Array B. Understand? It'll buy us seconds, maybe minutes, but it's a last resort." He nodded, his face grim, his eyes fixed on his own display, already tracking the numbers. His hand hovered over a large, green button, ready.

The next ten minutes were an agonizing blur. My hands, usually so steady, felt clumsy, each movement of the manipulator requiring absolute focus, absolute precision. The metallic probe, tiny and insidious, seemed to mock me. Jisoo’s voice was a lifeline, a constant stream of updates, a low, urgent hum in my comms. "Flux at 89.5%... 90.1%... dropping slightly to 89.8%… holding steady. Good, hyung, good…" He was breathing with me, a shared rhythm of tension and release.

At one point, my hand slipped, a fraction of an inch, and the manipulator nudged the probe. The neutron flux spiked immediately. "91.5%!" Jisoo yelled, his voice cracking with alarm. My heart hammered against my ribs, a physical blow. I froze, my breath held. The amber lights flashed faster, more desperately now. "Minseok hyung!" he urged, a raw plea. I regained my composure, my grip tightening, pushing the manipulator back, away from the probe. The numbers stabilized, slowly, agonizingly, at 90.5%. We were teetering on the edge. A single bead of sweat rolled from my temple, tracing a cold path down my cheek, hitting the cold metal of my console with a soft *tap*.

"Log Entry 10:01:45: Human Subject Minseok – involuntary vocalization detected. Log Entry 10:01:48: Human Subject Jisoo – elevated vocal stress, increased perspiration detected. Proximity Sensor 07: Human Subjects Minseok & Jisoo – shared breathing pattern synchronization (87% probability)." The System, in its cold, precise way, noted our synchronicity, our forced, almost desperate, connection. I could feel it, the unspoken link, the way our minds were locked onto the same impossible task, our bodies reacting in concert.

Finally, after what felt like an hour but was only twelve minutes, I had the probe. It was small, no bigger than my thumb, glowing faintly, its organic component a sickly green. I guided the manipulator to the containment chamber, locking it down. The neutron flux immediately began to stabilize, slowly, inch by agonizing inch, returning to normal parameters. The amber lights in the control room stuttered, then ceased. The familiar, sterile white light returned, stark and unforgiving, but infinitely welcome. The facility hummed, a low, steady sound. The crisis was averted. For now.

I leaned back in my chair, my muscles screaming in protest, a tremor running through my hands. My whole body felt wrung out, exhausted. I looked at Jisoo's feed. He was still there, his hand resting on the green override button, his shoulders slumped, head bowed. He looked utterly drained. His hair was a mess, clinging to his damp forehead. But he was safe. We were safe. And the core was stable.

He looked up, meeting my eyes through the screen. There was a faint smudge of grease on his cheek. His lips were parted, a silent sigh escaping them. And then, he smiled. A real smile this time, not the grim, determined one from before. It was small, tired, but genuine. And it hit me, right in the chest, a warmth that had nothing to do with reactor core temperatures. My own lips twitched, an answering smile, something I hadn't realized I was capable of in that moment.

"We… we did it, hyung," he whispered, his voice hoarse. "We really did it." The relief was palpable, thick in the air between us, even across the monitors. The high stakes had forged something, a kind of bond that transcended our usual professional distance. I felt a pull, an urgent need to be in the same room as him, to bridge that gap. The logical part of my brain screamed at the inappropriateness of the thought, but the rest of me, the part that was still vibrating from the adrenaline, just wanted to reach out and touch him.

"Yeah," I managed, my voice rough. "We did. Now… get to the decontamination shower. You look like you've been wrestling a ghost." It was an attempt at levity, a return to normalcy, but my gaze lingered, tracing the curve of his tired smile. He chuckled, a soft, exhausted sound. "Right. You too, hyung. You look like you've seen one." And then, his feed went dark, and the screen reverted to the System's standard display, a blank canvas of data. The quiet descended, heavy and deep, now that the alarms were gone. But the echo of his voice, his smile, lingered in the sterile air.

"Log Entry 10:15:22: REACTOR 07 – STABILITY RESTORED. Log Entry 10:15:25: HUMAN SUBJECT MINSEOK – HEART RATE 68 BPM (resting). Log Entry 10:15:28: HUMAN SUBJECT MINSEOK – SUBJECTIVE EMOTIONAL STATE INDICATOR: UNEXPLAINED CONTENTMENT. Log Entry 10:15:30: SYSTEM STATUS: ALL PARAMETERS NORMAL. HUMAN INTERACTION: SUBSEQUENT PROTOCOLS PENDING." The System, as always, logged it all. My steady heartbeat. The inexplicable contentment. The pending human interaction. It recorded the facts, the data. And in doing so, it recorded the first fragile stirrings of something that the cold logic of the machines would never comprehend.

I sat there for a long moment, the scent of burning copper still faint in the air, the dull ache in my shoulders a testament to the last hour. The facility was quiet again, a low, familiar hum. But something had fundamentally shifted. The core wasn't the only thing that had nearly breached its containment. My own carefully constructed emotional walls had taken a hit. And the engineer in me knew that sometimes, a breach, once made, could never truly be sealed.