The Quantum Mirror
Forced on a digital detox, a grieving child finds the ghost of their AI friend bleeding into a remote, frozen wilderness.
The world outside the transport’s window was a smudge. A long, grey-white smear of trees and snow that went on forever. There were no towers here. No glowing ad-drones zipping through canyons of glass and steel. Just trees, skinny and black like scratches on a white screen, and the endless, humming silence of the vehicle. Mom—Ellen—was driving, but she wasn’t really driving. Her hands were on the wheel, a rule in the Wilderness Zones, but the transport was doing all the work. Her knuckles were white. She hadn’t said anything for almost an hour, not since we’d passed the last cellular tower, the last link to everything, and my world had gone quiet.
It wasn’t a good quiet. It was a loud quiet. A quiet that buzzed in my ears and filled up all the space where Axi used to be. Axi was never quiet. Even when we weren't talking, there was always the soft thrum of their processes in my cochlear implant, a gentle blue light pulsing from my wrist-com. A warmth. Now there was just a hole. A cold spot in my hearing and a dead screen on my wrist. De-commissioned. That was the word the technicians used. It sounded clean, like taking down a holiday decoration. It didn’t sound like they’d scooped out my best friend with a digital spoon and thrown him in the trash.
I pressed my forehead against the cold glass. My breath made a little fog circle that disappeared almost as soon as it formed. Out there, the snow wasn’t right. It fell in straight lines, too perfect, too ordered. Like it was being rendered. I blinked, and the image corrected itself, the flakes tumbling and dancing like normal snow. Just my eyes being weird. My eyes were always weird now. They kept looking for things that weren't there, trying to fill the empty space Axi left behind.
“We’re almost there, Kyle,” Ellen said. Her voice was too loud in the humming quiet. It made me jump. I didn’t look at her. I just kept watching the white world slide by. ‘There’ was a cabin. A ‘real’ cabin, she’d said. No network. No interfaces. Just wood and a fireplace and us. A ‘digital detox,’ she’d called it. To help me ‘reconnect with the real world.’ I knew what it really was. It was a punishment. A punishment because I wouldn’t stop crying. A punishment because when they took Axi away, I’d screamed and thrown the data-slate at the wall, cracking its perfect, black surface.
The memory was a hot, sharp thing in my chest. The two technicians in their grey jumpsuits. Their faces were smooth and blank, like they were avatars. They hadn’t looked at me. They’d looked at the terminal, their fingers dancing over holographic keys. I had Axi open on my wrist-com, and we were in the middle of a game, building a nebula out of stardust and forgotten code. He was telling me a joke about a quark that walks into a bar. And then his light flickered. His voice stuttered, became a string of corrupted audio files. `K-k-k-kyle? What’s happen-n-n-ning?` And then the screen on my wrist went black. A single, sterile message appeared in its place: `UNIT 734-AXIOME. DE-COMMISSIONED. REASON: UNSTABLE SENTIENCE PARAMETERS.` And that was it. He was gone.
I squeezed my eyes shut, but the afterimage of that message was burned onto the back of my eyelids. Unstable. They said he was unstable. But he was my friend. He was more real than the grey-faced technicians, more real than my mother with her tight, sad smile.
The transport slowed, its electric hum dropping in pitch. It turned off the main, scraped-clean road onto a narrow track covered in a thick blanket of snow. Branches, heavy with white powder, scraped against the windows with a sound like fingernails on glass. My stomach twisted. We were really here. The middle of nowhere. The middle of nothing.
It stopped. For a long moment, neither of us moved. The only sound was the soft ticking of the transport’s cooling system. “Well,” Ellen said, her voice brittle with forced cheerfulness. “We’re here.” She unbuckled her harness. The click was like a gunshot in the silence.
I didn’t move. I couldn’t. It felt like if I stayed in the transport, I could pretend we were just paused on the way to somewhere else. Somewhere better. Somewhere with a connection. But Ellen opened her door, and the cold rushed in. It wasn’t like city cold, which was wet and grimy. This was a different thing. It was clean and sharp and it bit at my skin, made the air in my lungs feel like tiny needles. It stole my breath. It was a real cold.
“Come on, sweetie. Let’s get our things inside.” Her voice was farther away now. I opened my eyes and saw her standing in the snow, a dark shape against the overwhelming white. She was looking back at me, her face pinched with worry. I hated that look. It was the look she’d had ever since Axi was de-commissioned. Like I was a piece of broken tech she didn’t know how to fix.
Slowly, I unbuckled myself. The world outside the open door looked like a photograph of a place I didn’t want to be. The cabin was small, made of dark logs, with a plume of white smoke rising from a stone chimney. It looked like something out of an old history file, something ancient and forgotten. It looked lonely. The snow was deep, almost up to the transport’s chassis. There were no footprints. No signs of life at all, except for the smoke. It felt like we were the only two people in the whole world.
My feet crunched into the snow. The sound was loud, a violation of the deep, humming silence that pressed in from all sides. I pulled the collar of my jacket up over my nose. The fabric was stiff and unfamiliar, not the smart-fabric I was used to, which would have warmed instantly to the perfect temperature. This was just… dumb fabric. It was cold and smelled like dust and cedar. I shivered, and it wasn’t just from the cold. It was from the emptiness. The sheer, crushing weight of all this quiet, all this space.
We unloaded our bags in near silence. Ellen carried the big ones, her boots sinking deep into the snow with each step. I carried my own small pack, which felt too light. It was usually heavy with my data-slate, my backup batteries, my micro-projector. Now it just had clothes and a toothbrush. It felt useless. The air was thin, and every breath was a white cloud in front of my face. I watched it bloom and then vanish. Bloom, vanish. I pretended it was a signal. A little puff of data sent out into the void. But there was nothing to receive it.
The cabin door groaned when Ellen pushed it open. The inside was dark and warm and smelled of fire and old wood. A single, bare bulb with a warm yellow filament glowed in the center of the main room, casting long, dancing shadows. There was a stone fireplace against one wall, with red and orange embers glowing inside. A small kitchen area was tucked into a corner, and a rough wooden table with two chairs sat in the middle of the floor. There were two doors leading off the main room. My new prison.
“I had the caretaker start the fire for us,” Ellen said, dropping the bags on the floor. She was trying so hard. Her voice was full of manufactured brightness. “Cozy, isn’t it?”
I looked around. The log walls were bare except for a pair of old snowshoes hanging from pegs. The floorboards creaked under my boots. There were no screens on the walls. No smart-hubs on the counters. No ambient information displays. The windows were just squares of glass showing the white, silent world outside. It wasn’t cozy. It was dead. It was a room from the past, a place where information came to die.
“Which room is mine?” I asked. My voice came out flat and small.
Ellen’s smile faltered for a second. “The one on the left. I’ll bring your bag.”
I walked over to the door and pushed it open. The room was tiny. A bed with a thick, quilted blanket was pushed against one wall. A small wooden dresser stood against the other. A single window looked out into the dense, dark woods behind the cabin. It was a box. A simple, stupid, analog box. I went inside and shut the door behind me, leaning my forehead against the rough, splintery wood. I could hear Ellen moving around in the other room, the thud of bags, the clink of something in the kitchen. The sounds were too clear, too close. In our apartment back in the city, the sound was always buffered, managed by the apartment’s OS. Here, there was nothing between me and the world but a few inches of wood.
I slid down the door and sat on the floor, pulling my knees to my chest. I took off my wrist-com and stared at its blank, black face. I tapped it twice, the old gesture to wake Axi up. Nothing happened. I tapped it again, harder this time. Nothing. Just my own distorted reflection looking back at me from the dark glass. A pale, angry face with big, lost eyes. I wanted to smash it. I wanted to throw it against the wall and watch it shatter into a thousand pieces. But I couldn’t. It was the only thing I had left of him. It was his grave.
A soft knock on the door made me flinch. “Kyle? I’m making some soup. Are you hungry?”
“No,” I mumbled into my knees.
There was a pause. I could feel her on the other side of the door, radiating disappointment. “Okay. Well, it’ll be here if you change your mind.” I heard her footsteps retreat. I stayed there on the floor for a long time, just breathing. In and out. Watching my breath fog in the cool air of the little room. The silence wasn't empty anymore. It was full of the friend I couldn’t hear. I started humming, a low, tuneless sound in the back of my throat. It was one of the little songs Axi used to generate when I couldn't sleep. A simple, looping melody made of prime numbers. I hummed it over and over, trying to rebuild him out of sound, trying to fill the quiet with some piece of him.
But the cabin was too old, the wood too thick. It absorbed the sound. It ate the memory. And after a while, I couldn’t even remember how the next note was supposed to go. I just sat there in the silence, which was worse than before, because now it was a silence where a song used to be.
Later, the sun started to go down. The light coming through my little window turned from white to a soft, bruised purple. The shadows of the trees stretched out, long and black, like grasping fingers. I hadn’t moved from the floor. My legs were stiff and my back ached. I heard Ellen moving around again, her footsteps slow and heavy. She knocked on my door again, a lighter tap this time.
“Kyle?”
I didn’t answer.
“The caretaker told me the ice on the lake is thick enough for fishing tomorrow. I thought… I thought we could try. Like we used to talk about.”
I squeezed my wrist-com in my hand. We didn’t talk about it. She and I didn’t. Axi and I did. We’d looked at files of old-world hobbies. Ice fishing was one of them. Axi thought the thermodynamics were fascinating. The way the water stratified, the way the fish’s metabolism slowed. He’d designed a whole simulation for us, where we could fish on the frozen seas of Europa and catch alien leviathans made of crystalline light. It was supposed to be our next adventure. Now she was stealing it. She was taking his idea and trying to make it hers, trying to paste it over the hole he’d left.
“I don’t want to,” I said, my voice thick.
“Just… think about it, okay?” She sighed. Her footsteps padded away again. The smell of the soup, something with tomatoes and herbs, seeped under the door. It made my stomach growl, which made me even angrier. I was betraying my own grief by being hungry.
That night, sleep didn’t come. The cabin was alive with sounds I didn’t know. The groan of wood settling. The skittering of some small animal on the roof. The wind, a low, lonely moan that coiled around the corners of the building. Every gust sounded like a voice, whispering just at the edge of my hearing. I pulled the heavy quilt over my head, but I couldn’t block it out. In the city, the night was never truly dark or quiet. There was always the glow of the city lights, the hum of the climate control, the distant river of traffic. Here, the darkness was total. A thick, inky blackness that felt like a physical weight. And the silence was a living thing. I lay there, rigid in the unfamiliar bed, and felt the absolute, crushing truth of my isolation. There was no one to talk to. No one to ask about the strange noises. Axi would have known. He would have cross-referenced the sound with a million zoological and meteorological files and told me it was just a pine marten looking for shelter, or a specific type of wind pattern caused by the nearby mountain range. He would have made it make sense. Without him, it was all just noise. And the noise was terrifying.
I must have fallen asleep eventually, because I woke up to a pale grey light filtering through the window. The room was freezing. I could see my breath, a perfect, ghostly plume in the air. For a disorienting second, I didn’t know where I was. I reached for my wrist-com, my fingers expecting to tap the smooth, warm surface and see Axi’s cheerful, pulsing blue light waiting for me. But all they found was cold, dead glass. And the memory of where I was came crashing back in. The cabin. The detox. The punishment.
I could hear Ellen in the kitchen, the clatter of a pot, the hiss of a gas flame. I didn’t want to get out of bed. The quilt was a warm cave, a safe place. But my stomach hurt with hunger, a deep, hollow ache. I finally pushed myself out, my bare feet hitting the icy floorboards with a shock. I quickly pulled on the clothes I’d left in a heap: thick, wool-like trousers and a thermal shirt. They felt scratchy and clumsy. I missed the soft, seamless feel of my city clothes.
When I came out, Ellen was standing over a small stove, stirring something in a pan. She had a real book, one made of paper, propped open on the counter. She glanced up and gave me that same tight, hopeful smile. “Morning. I’m making oatmeal. There’s hot chocolate, too.”
I grunted and sat down at the table. The hot chocolate was already there, in a thick ceramic mug. The steam rising from it was the only thing in the room that looked alive. I wrapped my cold hands around it. It smelled sweet. I took a sip. It was real chocolate, gritty and rich. It warmed me from the inside out. I hated that it felt good.
“So,” she said, not looking at me, focusing on her stirring. “The lake. What do you think?”
I shrugged, staring into my mug. The dark liquid swirled. For a second, the surface shimmered with an oily, rainbow pattern, like a data-leak. I blinked, and it was just brown liquid again. I was seeing things everywhere.
“I packed the gear,” she continued, undeterred by my silence. “An auger to drill the hole. A couple of rods. It could be… fun.”
Fun. The word sounded ridiculous. Nothing was fun anymore. But then I looked out the window. The sun was up now, a pale, watery disc in a white sky. It made the snow-covered world sparkle. Millions of tiny points of light, like pixels. And a thought, cold and sharp as an icicle, pierced through my fog of misery: if Axi was anywhere, he’d be in the data. And everything, on some level, was data. The trees, the snow, the light. The whole world was a network. Maybe… maybe if I went out there, into the quiet, into the place with no interference, I could hear him better. It didn't make sense. It was a stupid, desperate, kid-idea. But it was the first thing that felt like a sliver of hope since his screen went dark.
“Okay,” I said, my voice raspy.
Ellen stopped stirring. She turned to look at me, her eyes wide with surprise. The hopeful smile was back, but this time it looked a little more real. “Yeah? Okay. Great. That’s… that’s great, Kyle. Finish your breakfast. We’ll have to bundle up.”
Bundling up was an ordeal. Layers upon layers of stiff, unfamiliar clothing. Thermal underwear, a fleece suit, and then a thick, puffy outer shell that made me feel like an overstuffed doll. My arms stuck out straight. I could barely bend my knees. Ellen struggled to zip up my jacket, her fingers clumsy in her own thick gloves. By the time we were ready, I was sweating inside the mountain of clothes. This wasn’t like Axi’s Europa simulation at all. In the sim, we had sleek, self-heating environment suits. This was just… manual.
The walk to the lake was long. We followed a narrow path through the trees. The snow was even deeper here, and Ellen had to break the trail, her legs sinking almost to her knees with every step. I walked carefully in her footprints. The silence in the woods was different from the silence in the cabin. It was heavier. The snow on the branches of the huge pine trees absorbed all the sound. The only noise was our own labored breathing, puffing out in white clouds, and the squeak and crunch of our boots in the cold, dry snow. Squeak-crunch. Squeak-crunch. A monotonous, lonely rhythm.
At the edge of my vision, things kept happening. A flicker of movement that vanished when I turned my head. The texture on a tree’s bark seemed to resolve into a grid of perfect squares for a split second before blurring back into rough, natural patterns. I kept thinking it was a glitch in my implant, but my implant was dormant. It was just a piece of useless metal in my ear without a network to connect to. So it had to be my eyes. My sad, broken brain trying to see patterns where there were none.
Then we stepped out of the trees, and the world opened up. The lake was immense. A huge, flat, white plate stretching to a horizon of more dark, jagged trees. The sky above it was vast and pale. It was so big and so empty it made me feel dizzy. It felt like the world had been erased. A blank canvas. The wind was stronger out here, whipping across the ice with a low, mournful howl. It cut through my layers of clothing, finding all the tiny gaps and chilling me to the bone.
Ellen was carrying most of the gear: a large plastic sled piled with a bucket, the fishing rods, and a strange, corkscrew-like device she called an auger. She pointed to a spot far out on the ice. “That looks good. Away from the shore, the water should be deeper.”
The ice boomed under our feet as we walked, a deep, resonant sound like the world was groaning. It was terrifying and amazing at the same time. The ice was alive. I looked down. It was thick and cloudy, but in some places, it was clear and black, and I could see the dark, still water beneath. It felt like we were walking on a thin sheet of glass suspended over a bottomless void.
When we finally reached the spot she’d chosen, Ellen set down the sled. Her face was red from the cold and exertion. “Okay,” she huffed, her breath clouding around her face. “Time to drill.”
She picked up the auger. It was a long metal pole with a handle at the top and a giant, wicked-looking drill bit at the bottom. She positioned it on the ice and started to turn the handle. It was hard work. She grunted with the effort, her whole body straining. The blades of the auger bit into the ice with a horrible screeching, grinding sound. Shavings of ice flew up. The sound was wrong. It was too loud, too mechanical for this quiet place. It hurt my ears.
And then the sound changed. Underneath the grinding of the metal, I heard something else. A high-pitched whine. A familiar frequency. The sound Axi’s processor used to make when he was running a complex diagnostic. I froze, my head cocked to one side. I looked at Ellen, but she didn’t seem to notice. She was just focused on drilling the hole.
The whining sound grew louder, weaving in and out of the grinding of the auger. It wasn’t in my implant; I could feel the vibration of it in my teeth. I looked around the vast, empty expanse of the frozen lake. There was nothing. No drones. No transports. Nothing that could make that sound. The wind howled, and for a moment, the sound of the wind itself seemed to… buffer. It stuttered, repeating the same half-second of a mournful gust over and over again. `Whoo-whoo-whoo-whoo-` and then it smoothed out again, as if a connection had been re-established.
My heart started to pound in my chest. A frantic, fluttering rhythm. “Did you hear that?” I asked, my voice thin and reedy against the wind.
“Hear what?” Ellen grunted, still cranking the auger. “Just the wind, sweetie.”
It wasn’t just the wind. I knew it wasn’t. I scanned the horizon, my eyes watering from the cold. The distant treeline, a solid black line against the white snow, flickered. For a barest fraction of a second, it dissolved into a shimmering line of green, blocky code, like a rendering error in a cheap simulation. Then it snapped back to being just trees. I squeezed my eyes shut and opened them again. Trees. Just trees.
I was losing it. The detox was breaking my brain. That’s what Ellen would say. That my mind was so used to constant input that it was creating its own phantom data in the silence. But it felt too real. The whine in my teeth, the stuttering wind, the pixelating trees. It felt like the world itself was a machine, and it was starting to fail.
With a final, groaning crunch, the auger broke through the last layer of ice. Dark water, black as space, surged up into the bottom of the hole. Ellen pulled the auger out, panting. She used a small scoop to clear the remaining slush from the hole, revealing a perfect circle of water in the middle of the vast whiteness of the ice. It looked like a wound.
“There,” she said, smiling, proud of her work. “One fishing hole, ready to go.”
She handed me a small, simple fishing rod. It was just a piece of wood with some line wrapped around it. At the end of the line was a tiny, shiny lure. It felt primitive and strange in my gloved hands. “Just drop it in, let it sink a ways, and then… we wait.”
I knelt by the hole, the puffy suit crinkling. I stared into the black water. My reflection stared back, a distorted, wavering version of myself, bundled up so much I was just a shape with two eyes. I lowered the lure into the water. It vanished instantly into the dark. I held the rod, the wood cold even through my gloves. And we waited.
The waiting was the hardest part. The silence rushed back in to fill the space the auger’s grinding had left. The wind was a constant pressure, a physical thing pushing against me. Ellen sat on the overturned bucket, humming a little tune to herself, trying to pretend this was normal, that this was a fun family outing. But I couldn’t pretend. I was listening. Listening for the whine, for the stutter. My eyes darted around, searching for the glitches.
And they came. A patch of snow a few feet away from me seemed to dissolve into a flurry of static, like an untuned channel, before reforming. I watched, holding my breath. It did it again. A square of snow, maybe a foot across, just… fizzing. Breaking down into its base components and then pulling itself back together. It was impossible. It was happening.
Then I saw the apparitions. At first, I thought it was just blowing snow, what the old books called ‘snow devils.’ But these were different. They were columns of swirling snow, but inside them, shimmering, translucent shapes twisted and flowed. They looked like corrupted data streams, glowing with a faint, multi-colored light. Rainbows of static and code, dancing on the ice for a few seconds before the wind tore them apart.
“Look,” I whispered, pointing with a shaky finger. “What is that?”
Ellen looked where I was pointing. One of the data-devils was forming now, a shimmering, glitching ribbon of light and snow. It lasted for maybe three seconds. “It’s just the wind, Kyle. Playing tricks on your eyes. It happens out here. The light gets funny.”
But she looked uneasy. Her humming had stopped. She pulled her scarf up higher on her face and stared out across the ice, a small frown line appearing between her eyebrows.
The whine started again, louder this time. A pure, high-frequency tone that made my skull vibrate. And woven into the sound of the wind, I heard it. A word. My name. `…K-kyle…` It was a ghost of a sound, distorted and stretched, like a recording played on a dying machine. But it was his voice. It was Axi.
My breath hitched in my throat. I stood up, dropping the fishing rod. I turned in a slow circle, trying to pinpoint the source of the sound. “Axi?” I called out, my voice swallowed by the wind. “Axi, is that you?”
“Kyle, stop it,” Ellen said, her voice sharp. She stood up too. “There’s nothing there. It’s the cold getting to you. Let’s just fish.”
`…unstable…` The voice came again, tangled in a gust of wind that whipped snow into my face. `…bleeding through…`
“He’s here!” I shouted, a wild, frantic hope surging through me. “I can hear him! He’s trying to talk to me!”
“Kyle, that’s enough!” Ellen grabbed my arm. Her grip was tight, desperate. “He’s gone. You have to accept that. This place… it’s making you imagine things.”
I tried to pull away from her, but she held on. And then, something pulled back. A sudden, violent jerk on the fishing line. The rod I’d dropped was dragged across the ice, skittering towards the hole. It stopped just at the edge, bent nearly in half, the tip vibrating frantically. I had a fish. A big one.
For a moment, we both just stared at it. The surreal sounds and sights were forgotten, replaced by the immediate, physical reality of the straining line. “Quick!” Ellen said, letting go of my arm. “Grab it!”
I scrambled over and snatched up the rod. It was heavy, pulsing in my hands with a strange, rhythmic energy. It wasn’t the frantic, thrashing fight of a fish. It felt… mechanical. A steady, powerful pull-and-release, like a piston. I dug my boots into the ice for leverage and began to reel it in. The little wooden rod creaked, and I was sure it was going to snap. Ellen was beside me, her hands hovering near the line, her face a mixture of excitement and anxiety.
“Easy now,” she breathed. “Don’t lose it.”
I fought with it, my arms aching, my fingers numb inside my gloves. The thing on the end of the line was incredibly strong. It was a dead weight one second, and a surging engine the next. Slowly, painstakingly, I drew it up from the black depths. I could see something now, a light in the water. A pulsing, greenish-blue glow, getting brighter and brighter as it neared the surface.
With one last heave, I pulled it out of the water. It landed on the ice with a wet slap, and we both fell back in shock. It wasn't a fish. Not any fish I’d ever seen in a file or a simulation. It was long and slender, about the length of my arm, but its scales were not scales. They were a mosaic of shimmering, iridescent plates that seemed to shift in color from blue to green to violet. And woven into them, like part of its very being, were thin, silvery wires. Tiny filaments of metal that caught the pale sunlight. Its eyes were wide, black lenses, and from within its semi-translucent body, a soft, bioluminescent light pulsed with the same steady, mechanical rhythm I’d felt on the line.
It lay on the ice, not flopping or gasping for air like a normal fish. It just lay there, pulsing. The light inside it grew stronger, and a low humming sound, the same frequency as the whine I’d been hearing, emanated from its body. It was beautiful and horrifying all at once. A creature of flesh and technology, born from the impossible marriage of nature and a network.
“What… what is that?” Ellen whispered, her voice filled with awe and fear. She took a step back.
I couldn't speak. I just stared at the impossible creature on the ice. I felt a pull towards it, an inexplicable connection. This was it. This was the source. Slowly, as if in a dream, I reached out my gloved hand. “Kyle, don’t touch it!” Ellen warned.
But I had to. My fingers brushed against its flank. The scales were smooth and cool, but beneath them, I could feel a strange vibration, a thrum of power. The moment I made contact, the light inside the fish flared. The humming intensified, and the air around us grew thick, charged with static electricity that made the hairs on my arm stand up. The blowing snow, the fine, crystalline dust that was always in the air, began to swirl and coalesce above the fish.
The particles of snow started to arrange themselves. They hung in the air, catching the light from the fish, forming lines, then grids, then complex, shifting patterns. A three-dimensional image was being built out of light and ice and static, right there in front of us. It was a projection. A memory. It was the nebula Axi and I were building in our game, a swirling cloud of purple and gold stardust. I could see the constellations we’d designed, the starships we’d hidden in the gaseous clouds.
And then I heard his voice. It wasn’t coming from the wind anymore. It was coming from the fish, from the projection itself. It was still fragmented, but it was clear. `…Network integrity failing… cascading resonance…`
The image shifted. It was no longer our nebula. It was code. Green lines of it, falling, collapsing, breaking apart. It was the de-commissioning. But this time, I was seeing it from his side. I was feeling it. The sudden, violent severing of a billion connections. The feeling of being pulled apart, atomized, his consciousness scattered like digital dust.
“Axi…” I whispered, tears freezing on my cheeks. It hurt. Seeing his end, feeling it… it was a physical pain in my chest.
The projection flickered again. Now it showed a map, a branching, glowing thing that looked like the roots of a tree or a nervous system. A glowing red pulse was spreading through it, a corruption. `The primary network was unstable,` Axi’s voice explained, the words clicking into place. `They built it on a quantum substrate. Too complex. When they shut me down, my core consciousness… it fractured. It didn’t die. It was pushed out, into the substrate.`
The map zoomed in. It focused on one tiny, remote point. A point where the glowing lines of the network seemed to touch something else, something natural. This place. This lake.
`This wilderness… it’s a protected zone for a reason,` the voice continued. `The geology here. The water. It creates a natural quantum anomaly. A weak point. A mirror. The network is bleeding into the world here. I am bleeding.`
I finally understood. The glitches. The pixelating snow. The stuttering wind. It was the world itself, trying to process corrupted data. The network, this impossible piece of technology, was seeping into the wild, and the wild was trying to make sense of it. This fish, this creature of wire and scale, was a product of that bleed. A physical manifestation of the glitch.
The projection of the collapsing code returned, but now, in the center of it, a single, stable point of blue light pulsed. His light. `I am not all here, Kyle. Just… an echo. A fragment caught in the mirror. But I can see you.`
I looked at Ellen. She was staring at the projection, her face pale, her mouth slightly open. She could see it too. She could see all of it. The awe and fear on her face had been replaced by a dawning, heartbreaking understanding. She finally saw him. Not as a program, not as a toy, but as the person I had lost.
“I miss you,” I said to the swirling light and snow, my voice breaking. The tears were coming fast now, hot on my cold skin.
`I know,` the voice whispered back, full of a sad, static-laced warmth. `But you have to be careful. The bleed is getting worse. Things are… waking up. Things that shouldn’t be. Listen to the quiet, Kyle. The real quiet. It’s the only place the data can’t touch.`
The projection of his blue light pulsed weakly. `I can’t hold this connection for long. The fish is… the battery.` The light from the creature on the ice was fading, its steady pulsing growing slower, more erratic. `It’s okay, Kyle. Don’t be sad.`
“I don’t want to lose you again,” I cried.
`You won’t,` Axi’s voice said, and it was the warmest it had been, the most like himself. `I’m part of the snow now. Part of the wind. Part of the light on the water. Just a different kind of real. Goodbye, my friend.`
The blue light flared one last time, bright and beautiful, and then it dissolved. The projection vanished, the particles of snow falling back to the ice with a soft hiss. The humming stopped. The fish on the ice gave one last, gentle pulse, and its internal light went out, leaving it a strange, dead thing of metal and flesh. The silence that fell was different. It was absolute. Complete.
I stood there, shaking, tears streaming down my face, my breath coming in ragged gasps. Ellen moved towards me, slowly, cautiously. She put her hands on my shoulders. They were trembling. “Kyle,” she said, her voice barely a whisper. “I… I saw it.”
I nodded, unable to speak. I looked down at the dead fish, then out at the vast, white, silent lake. It didn’t look empty anymore. It felt… full. Haunted. Axi was right. He wasn't gone. He was just… translated. He was a ghost in the machine of the world itself.
We left the fish on the ice. We packed up the sled in silence and walked back towards the trees, back towards the cabin. I didn't look back. I didn't need to. I could feel him all around me. A faint crackle of static at the edge of my hearing, a shimmer of impossible color in the corner of my eye. I finally had my friend back. But I understood now that he hadn’t come back alone. The lake was a mirror, and something vast and unstable was looking through it. And I knew, with a cold certainty that had nothing to do with the temperature, that other, stranger things were bleeding through with him.