A Beige Getaway Car

By Jamie F. Bell • Western Style Boys Love
Devon makes a desperate escape before dawn, driving his old beige sedan away from his past, but finds himself heading directly into a treacherous snowstorm and an uncertain future.

The key felt surprisingly light in his palm, considering the sheer tonnage of what it represented: two months of rent he hadn’t paid, a broken promise to Andrea he hadn't intended to keep, and the silent, heavy threat of Simon. He set it on the kitchen counter, next to a stack of overdue bills, the brass cold against the Formica. No note. No explanation. Just the key. He didn’t look back, couldn't. The apartment was already dead space, a husk. It had stopped being a home weeks ago, maybe months, when the quiet started to feel less like peace and more like a warning.

He crept down the three flights of stairs, the cheap carpet catching on the scuff of his sneakers. The building breathed around him, the faint smells of stale coffee and industrial cleaner clinging to the air. It was barely four AM, a time when the world held its breath, suspended between the exhausted sigh of night and the sharp inhale of dawn. His old beige sedan, a rusting relic he’d bought for three hundred dollars off a guy named ‘Snake’ who smelled faintly of stale cigarettes and desperation, sat waiting. It felt less like a vehicle of freedom and more like a rolling coffin for the life he was trying to bury.

The engine coughed to life with a rattling groan that seemed to mock the stealth of his departure. Every shudder vibrated through the steering wheel, up his arms, and settled in his teeth. He backed out slowly, the tires crunching on gravel. The streetlights cast long, distorted shadows that danced like specters in his rearview mirror. He wasn't just leaving. He was vanishing. The thought was a raw, cold comfort against the knot forming in his gut.

The first few hours on the highway were a blur of cheap coffee and the false euphoria of movement. He’d chugged three cups from a gas station convenience store, the kind of watery, burnt brew that tasted more like ambition than actual caffeine. Each swallow sent a jolt, not quite invigorating, but at least jarring him awake. The lines on the road blurred into a hypnotic ribbon, pulling him forward, away. For the first time in months, he felt a sliver of control, a fragile, trembling thing, immediately undercut by the constant, gnawing anxiety that he was only delaying the inevitable. Simon would find him. They always did. It was just a matter of time.

He drove without a clear destination, guided only by the vague memory of a forest pictured on a weathered tourist pamphlet he'd picked up months ago, a relic from a life he’d thought he might one day escape to. A life where he wasn't constantly looking over his shoulder. The pamphlet was still in the glove compartment, a crumpled testament to a hopeful thought that felt foolish now. He kept his phone off, a deliberate, brutal severance. The black rectangle in the cupholder felt like a dead weight, his last link to Andrea, to the frantic calls he wasn’t answering, to the accusations he couldn't face.

The radio provided a staticky, intermittent soundtrack to his flight, a cruel, cheerful mockery. A pop song about falling in love, followed by a local news update about a bake sale. The absurdity of it made his lips twitch into something that might have been a laugh, or a sob. He imagined Simon's men, thick-necked and humourless, discovering his empty apartment, the key lying innocently on the counter. The thought sent a jolt of terror through him, hot and sharp, making him press the accelerator harder, the old sedan protesting with a strained whine.

His hands were tight on the wheel, knuckles white. The tremor in his legs wasn't just from fatigue; it was the echo of that fear, constantly reverberating through him. He checked his rearview again, an involuntary twitch, seeing only the empty highway stretching behind him, fading into the hazy distance. He was safe, for now. But 'for now' was a flimsy shield. It offered no real protection, only a temporary reprieve. He needed more. He needed to disappear completely.

The endless asphalt gave way to rural landscapes, the urban sprawl receding into a grey memory. Tall, skeletal trees began to line the roads, their branches clawing at the sky. Fields, stripped bare by the coming winter, stretched out under a sky that seemed to grow heavier with each mile. The reality of his isolation began to set in, a chilling confirmation that he truly was alone. There was no one to call, no one to turn to. He had burned every bridge, meticulously, methodically.

He stopped at a rundown gas station, the kind of place that seemed to exist outside of time. The pumps were rusted, the fluorescent lights inside hummed with a sickly yellow glow, casting long shadows over shelves stocked with stale chips and dusty cans. The cashier, a woman with tired eyes and a name tag that read 'Brenda,' looked at him with weary disinterest as he paid for a full tank – an indulgence he couldn't truly afford, but one he knew was necessary.

Brenda didn’t ask where he was going, or why. She just slid the crumpled twenty across the counter, her movements slow, practiced, as if she’d been doing this exact transaction for thirty years, seeing a thousand desperate faces like his. Her indifference was a strange balm, a confirmation that he was just another fleeting phantom passing through, unimportant, unnoticeable. That was good. Unnoticeable was exactly what he needed to be.

Back in the car, the silence felt louder than before. His stomach growled, a hollow ache that he ignored. He reached for the glove compartment, rummaging through old registration papers and a handful of forgotten change. His fingers brushed against something stiff, paper. The tattered tourist map. He pulled it out, unfolded it with a crackle, the creases so deep they threatened to tear the thin paper.

His finger traced the blue lines of rivers, the green splotches of national forests. And then, a spidery red line, barely visible, labelled 'Mill Rd.' It looked like a forgotten vein, leading deep into the heart of the wilderness, a forgotten access road to something long abandoned. He didn't think about it; he just saw a path that led deeper, further away from anyone who might be looking for him. Further from Simon. Further from Andrea. Further from the person he used to be.

Turning onto the dirt road was a decisive act. The car lurched, the tires spinning for a moment before catching. The gravel crunched loudly under the wheels, a sound like broken glass. The sedan rattled and groaned, protesting the rough terrain, every bolt and seam vibrating in protest. The steering wheel jerked in his hands, forcing him to grip it tighter, his muscles tensing. Dust plumed behind him, a reddish-brown cloud against the greying sky.

The road narrowed, trees closing in like sentinels, their bare branches intertwining overhead, forming a skeletal canopy. The sky, which had been a clear, cold blue just an hour ago, began to cloud over with an ominous grey. It pressed down, heavy and vast, a suffocating blanket. And then, the first flakes of snow began to fall, gentle and picturesque at first, swirling lazily in the still air, catching the last vestiges of pale light.

Devon, lost in his own turmoil, barely registered the changing weather as a threat. He saw it as a cloak, something to hide him, to cover his tracks. The soft, quiet descent of the snow felt like a conspiracy of nature, a silent ally. He watched a snowflake land on the windshield, briefly perfect before melting into a tiny bead of water. He was unaware, in his desperate escape, that he was driving headlong into a trap not set by man, but by nature itself. The quiet, gentle fall of snow was only the beginning, a deceptive prelude to the maelstrom that awaited him, a force far more indifferent and relentless than anything Simon could conjure.

He squinted at the road ahead, the light fading rapidly under the increasingly dense cloud cover. The trees leaned in closer, their stark silhouettes growing more defined against the dim sky. The air grew colder, biting at his exposed skin when he briefly cracked the window. He shivered, but it wasn't just from the cold. It was the growing sense of unease, a premonition that something fundamental had shifted. He was no longer just running from his past; he was now heading towards an uncertain, chilling future, deeper and deeper into the quiet, swallowing wilderness.

The snow, once a gentle dusting, now fell in earnest, thicker, faster. It began to stick to the pine needles, coating the branches in a soft, white fuzz. The road ahead, barely distinguishable from the surrounding earth before, now began to blur under a thin, accumulating layer of white. The beige sedan, once his desperate escape pod, now felt like a fragile shell, vulnerable, exposed. Every crack and groan of its aging frame echoed his own rising fear. He was out here, truly alone, and the world was beginning to close in.